About Me

Hi, I’m Megan.

I didn’t grow up in church.
I didn’t come to know God early in life.

In fact, for most of my years, I was searching for meaning in everything except Him.

I walked through a failed marriage (got married at 20 yrs old, divorced at 22 yrs old).
I served in the military (Marine Corps).
I experienced relationships that left me wounded and disoriented (best friend of 18 years gone and family wounding).
I explored new age spirituality and other paths that promised enlightenment, healing, or identity (plant medicine, astrology, witchcraft, etc).

I was looking for truth.
For love.
For something solid enough to hold me together.

But nothing ever fully did.

For a long time, I rejected God — I didn’t truly know Him. My understanding of Him was distant, unclear, and shaped by fragments rather than relationship.

It wasn’t until my life began unraveling in very real ways that I started asking deeper questions.

What I found was not condemnation.

I found a Father.

I found Jesus — not as an idea, but as a person who meets us in our lowest places without shame.

And I began learning what it means to abide.

Not strive.
Not perform.
Not build a life in my own strength.

But remain.

“She Who Abides in Him” is not a declaration that I’ve arrived. It’s a commitment to stay rooted in the One who found me when I was looking everywhere else.

The lamp in this space represents His light — steady, ever-present, and always shining. The oil represents the Holy Spirit-to be constantly filled with His presence. The olive branch represents peace and that I am grafted in by God’s unfailing grace. My story is a redemption story. A transformation story.

Here, I share about:

  • Finding identity after years of searching
  • Healing from distorted views of love
  • Leaving behind spiritual confusion for biblical truth
  • Learning to walk with the Holy Spirit in daily life
  • Building from rest instead of burnout

If you’ve searched in many places…
If you’ve been disappointed by people, by systems, or by yourself…
If you’re just beginning to wonder whether God is different than you thought…

I see you.

I was you.

And I’m still learning to remain.

Let’s abide with Him together.